*~~~~猫咪脑袋之猫窝暖暖~**

我不愿让你一个人by五月天

2012-01-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

你说呢明知你不在还是会问
空气却不能代替你出声
习惯像永不愈合的固执伤
一思念就撕裂灵魂

把相片让你能保存多洗一本
毛衣也為你准备多一层
但是你孤单时刻安慰的体温
怎么为你多留一份？

我不愿让你一个人一个人在人海浮沉
我不愿你独自走过风雨的时分
我不愿让你一个人承受这世界的残忍
我不愿眼泪陪你到永恒

你走后爱情的遗迹像是空城遺落
你杯子手套和笑声
最后你只带走你脆弱和单纯
和我最放不下的人
也许未來你会找到懂你疼你更好的人
下段旅程你一定要更幸福丰盛

我不愿让你一个人一个人在人海浮沉
我不愿你独自走过风雨的时分
我不愿让你一个人承受这世界的残忍
我不愿眼泪陪你到永恒

你说呢明知你不在还是会问
只因习惯你滿足的眼神
只是我最后一個奢求的可能
只求你有快乐人生

只求命运带你去一段全新的旅程
往幸福的天涯飞奔
別回头就往前飞奔
请忘了我还一个人

诺亚方舟by五月天

2012-01-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

再见草莓甜甜圈街角咖啡店落下雨点

再见黑白老照片回忆电影院埋进地面

再见我们初识的那个公园

那天是谁先吻了谁被谁遗忘的秋千

再见那么多名车名表名鞋

最后我们只能带走名为回忆的花园

如果要告别如果今夜就要和一切告别

如果你只能打一通电话你会拨给谁

晚安鹦鹉和孔雀花豹和人类望着海面

晚安底片和唱片沉浮在浪间就像诗篇

晚安自由女神漂到华尔街

我们在甲板上摸到杜拜塔顶的塔尖

晚安海豚跃出西藏的屋檐

原来幻想中的这天会比幻想更唯美

还是要告别还是放弃海拔以下的世界

你会装进什么回忆纪念在行李里面

终于要告别终于没有更多的明天要追

你有什么遗憾依然残缺还没有完美

当彗星燃烧天边陨石像雨点

当辐射比阳光还要炽烈

当爱变得浓烈当每段命运更加壮烈

当永远变成一种遥远当句点变成一种观点

让人类终于变成同类

勇敢的告别勇敢地向过去和未来告别

告别每段血缘身分地位聪明或愚昧

最后的告别最后一个心愿是学会高飞

飞在不存在的高山草原星空和蓝天

让诺亚方舟航向了海平线

让诺亚方舟航向了换日线

让诺亚方舟航向了天际线

让诺亚方舟航向了无限

镜子

2012-01-09T23:06:00.001+08:00

我宁愿相信

那是无心之失

也不愿接受

那是出自故意

我明白这个道理

在批评别人之前

请先揽镜自照

别只看到对方总总缺点

自己却没反省的意愿

希望

朋友

你也能明白

有时沉默

不代表没意见

不代表没问题

只是害怕

一旦说出来

就连仅剩的一点渣滓

也了去无踪

选择了沉默

也就只能

默默承受

别无他法

粗框眼镜 =D

2012-01-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

粗框眼镜流行许久，现在已经进化到流行豹纹镜框了。

也许偶该买一对来装年轻一下。瓦卡卡。

这个不错

还蛮像那个漫画人物的...

大红色！

灰

2011-12-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

好久没发文了...不是没东西写，只是觉得好累好累。不想写，更不想思考。我也想看着想着美好的，充满正能量的一面走下去...可是今天，就今天...可以让我灰一天吗？因为，累了。

各种疼痛和不适，堆积在一起，搞得我不能专心读书。吃药，结果对药物敏感，整个人都肿起来。找医生帮忙，接着让身体暴露在辐射和恐怖的噪音下，结果发现更多之前不知道的问题。有时候我真的想放弃求医的努力...因为由始至终根本没解决到问题，反而让我更烦恼，承受更大的压力。

又翻开新的一页...本来以为应该没什么大问题...怎知道又再次让别人把我推出去啃死猫。回想起来其实觉得很不公平，有些愤怒。大家都站在同一个点上，为什么就是要我去承受？本来还想坚决反对，可是死猫已经啃了下去，就算了。反正三个星期不会很漫长。不要告诉我这样可以学习什么什么之类的鬼话，我现在火烧得很旺，不想听道理~

最近也发现，原来我以为的事情，真的只是我以为而已。其实事实早已摆在眼前，我们为什么不去正视？是害怕还是早已放弃？现在我也没有多余的力气去理会...

看了就当是看疯子在发疯吧。

The One That Got Away by Katy Perry

2011-12-03T10:35:00.000+08:00

Summer after high school when we first met

We make out in your Mustang to Radio head

And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof

Talk about our future like we had a clue

Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl

We keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in other life I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash

Never one, we got the other, we made a pact

Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa

Someone said you had your tattoo removed

Saw you downtown singing the blues

It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl

We keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in another life, I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

The one, the one, the one

The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no

Can't replace you with a million rings, no

I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa

'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl

We keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in another life, I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

The Man That Can't be Moved by The Script

2011-11-17T22:36:00.001+08:00

Going Back to the corner

where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag

I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard,

got your picture in my hand

saying, "if you see this girl

can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money,

they don't understand

I'm not broke, I'm just

a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense

but what else can I do?

How can I move on

when I'm still in love with you?

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says "son you can't stay here"

I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for

If it's a day, a month, a year"

Gotta stand my ground even if

it rains or snows

If she changes her mind

this is the first place she will go

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl

ohhh..

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

ohhh..

Maybe i'll get famous

as the man who can't be moved

Maybe you wont mean to

but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

cuase you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

I'm not moving, I'm not moving (x2)

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

2011-11-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

All day, I can only think about the PAIN.

Can't you just spare me the agony?

Sometimes I really want to ask

"why me...?"

Though I'm not saying I'm a good person but still..why me?

I Just Don't want to Think of a Title.

2011-11-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

All the pain and the numbness. Can you seriously leave me alone? =_=

All the unpleasant things. Can you just stop happening? At least for now?

I feel like screaming at the top of my voice.

Man I'm tired.

Time

2011-10-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

委屈

2011-10-11T08:57:00.001+08:00

有时想起那件事

还是会觉得委屈
我哭过
怨过
害怕过
后悔过

只是我的确做错了

而你也不可能接受道歉

那我能怎样？

你又想我怎么做？

我只是

有点不服气

有点不知所措

甚至有点愤怒

为什么

想承认自己的错误

想要道歉

也是那么难的事情？

也许是我太天真

以为

什么事都可以用一句

“对不起”

来解决

其实哪有那么简单

唉...

Outside the window

2011-10-09T13:17:00.003+08:00

In the morning. Two cute fluffy clouds hanging over HUKM.

Noon time. Look at the amount of clouds~!

Afternoon. Super sunny...>_<

Brighter than the Sun by Colbie Caillat

2011-10-06T22:39:00.001+08:00

Stop me on the corner

I swear you hit me like a visionI, I, I wasn't expectingBut who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it

Don't you blink, you might miss itSee we got a right to just love it or leave itYou find it and keep it'Cause it ain't every day you get the chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heartIt goes off like a gun, brighter than the sunOh, it could be the stars falling from the skyShining how we want, brighter than the sun

I never seen it, but I found this love, I'm gonna feed itYou better believe I'm gonna treat itBetter than anything I've ever had'Cause you're so damn beautiful

Read it, it's signed and delivered, let's seal itBoy, we go together like peanuts and PaydaysMarley and reggaeAnd everybody needs to get a chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heartIt goes off like a gun, brighter than the sunOh, it could be the stars, falling from the skyShining how we want, brighter than the sun

Everything is like a white out 'cause we shook-a-shook-a shine downEven when the, when the light's out but I can see you blowGot my head up in the rafters, got me happy ever afterNever felt this way before, ain't felt this way before

I swear you hit me like a visionI, I, I wasn't expectingBut who am I to tell fateWhere it's supposed to go

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heartIt goes off like a gun, brighter than the sunOh, it could be the stars, falling from the skyShining how we want, brighter than the sun

Brighter than the sunBrighter than the sunBrighter than the sun

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heartIt goes off like a gun, brighter than the sunOh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heartIt goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun

I Lurve Mary Jane =D

2011-09-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

I have to post this...

I'm deeply in love with Mary Jane!

She's not a girl,

But a type of shoe~ haha

You know what they say...

Girls will always feel that they need more shoes. =P

So here are some of the nice Mary Janes I found:

Simple and elegant

Modified to several straps

The one on your left =) This one is really nice! Love it the most...

As free as a feather in the ones without high heel...

I just love this red one =)

Sweet with ruffles =)

Photos were taken from Sartorialist, Angy's tearoom, and other websites.

I can't wait to go get one myself...

Wait for me my dear Mary Jane...(sounds so wrong..lol)

That's all for now...gotta run =P

不如一个废人

2011-09-07T19:43:00.001+08:00

当别人都在辛勤的挖掘知识，我还在做什么白日梦？当老师问我问题时，怎么可以答不出来？当我们被要求成为最关心病人的一族，我却失败得很难看。看着一个个落空的期待像泡沫般消失，我真的好难过。好比抓住了彩虹的尾巴，已经握在手里了，只要我使点力就是我的了，但就是因为自己没力气支撑，而失手掉下来。

无言啊。只能说我真的很没用。其实内心是知道问题出在哪里的，不是吗？虽然一直在追逐前面的人潮，却怎么也追不上。你可以说我很怕输，但在这样的环境...很难控制自己的思想，告诉自己不必在意别人有多厉害多勤劳多独立多认真。有时候觉得自己站在这地球上，连废人都不如。

对不起，让你的眼睛看到那么负面的东西。我想也许只是一时想不通吧。

加油啊，猫咪...要好好为自己的未来和病人的健康负责啊。

背对背

2011-09-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

不知道为何

最近
忧愁总是不肯放过我

绞尽脑汁

就是搞不懂

是什么原因

你我渐行渐远

直到

背对背

看不到对方

我再也不知道

你在做什么

想什么

烦恼什么

真希望

我只是太多心

我想

也许有些人

就是只能成为

生命中的过客

只是

曾经

我以为

我们不会如此

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (Jayesslee/Andrew Garcia c...

2011-08-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

2011-08-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

原来可以开心的吃饭，慢慢的咀嚼每种菜肴，也不是件理所当然的事。
大家要好好珍惜每一口食物啊...

2011-07-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

我不禁问自己...为什么要让自己那么难受？根本一开始都不是自己喜欢做的事情...为什么不能有志气一点...（泣）

Random

2011-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

在学校里的爱情是无知的..
在社会中的爱情可能是有目的的..
只有遇到逆境仍走下去的爱情才是永恒的..

亲爱的，我们是哪一种呢？哈哈

Bruno Mars - Who Is

2011-07-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

纸镇

2011-07-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

是自己太高估自己了吗？

心情像块纸镇，在水中往下沉...

好想说服自己这只是生命里一件再小不过的事

但原来自己是骗不了自己的...

随口说说

2011-07-11T18:36:00.001+08:00

突然觉得好无力，似乎要做什么都无法达成。
突然觉得很难过，因为好久没回家。
累是大家都有的问题，我也知道。
忙盲忙...还有时间给自己和家人吗？
我只是学生而已
以后不是更忙？
那是不是不用顾家了？
懊恼到了极点。

If I Die Young by The Band Perry

2011-07-10T20:19:00.001+08:00

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

2011-07-01T07:19:00.000+08:00

A midst all these busy daily routines... I sometimes forget about myself.

Which, to me, is really scary.

Hierarchy

2011-06-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

In whatever we face in our daily lives,

There will always be a hierarchy.

Sometimes I really hate it.

No matter how good you try to be

No matter how Bersopan santun you are

Its always there to step on your dignity.

Relationships (Friendship, Boy-girl relationship...whatever)

Studying in a hospital full of Profs, Docs, nurses...

Working life...

All the different hierarchy bothers me

Yet its difficult to change

Well.

Just another pointless post.

Again.

罪人

2011-06-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

其实

猫咪疲倦了

真的好累

好累

这些是是非非

能不能离我远点？

其实

猫咪是罪人

因为不够决绝

不够残忍

让更多人受伤难过

明天

会是好天吗？

这样简单的幸福

有的时候

我想我没权利得到

指望by郁可唯

2011-06-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

怕不怕被拒绝

怕不怕被省略

你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协

当真爱宣告从缺

骄傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎

尽管你抱歉忏悔

真心一旦坠跌就不能飞

别指望我谅解

别指望我体会

爱不是点头就能挽回

快乐或悲伤没什么分别

心碎到终点会迎刃而解

别指望我谅解

别指望我体会

爱不是注定要填你的缺

太多的是非来不及杜绝

更不想依恋这残缺的美

残缺的迂回

怡保by易桀齐

2011-06-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

作词：易桀齐
作曲：伍冠谚、易桀齐
主唱：易桀齐

往北开两个人路过了怡保
三小时才到槟城路上雨好大

回程的时候绕到这个乡镇玩玩
好山好水好风光

怡保的旧街场吃的数不完
芽菜河粉咖啡香

走在怡保街上这里旧得很好看
洒下古老月光
有多少人向往

被山岭环抱在霹雳洞前面合照
有古早样的浪漫

我走在旧街场扑鼻咖啡香
像爱般挥不散

走在怡保街上这里旧得很好看
洒下古老月光
有多少人向往

我走在旧街场吃的数不完
芽菜河粉咖啡香

走在新旧街场由近打河分两半
穿梭两个时光
你都在我身旁

最近接连发生很多事情...让我觉得好累、好想家...只希望自己坚强勇敢，不要被打败。

Carnivore

2011-06-09T17:55:00.003+08:00

I don't want to eat grass! I'm a carnivore...
Okay I've gone nuts. Ignore me.

有你在身旁by光良品冠

2011-05-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

路有点长夜有点微凉

心情迷迷惘惘和寂寞交换沮丧

天边星辰忽明又忽暗那一颗最能照亮心房

梦和理想心坚持不忘

方向就是力量和时间交替煎熬

雾里曙光绽放希望有你一切都变得不一样

谢谢你给我温暖脆弱时候在我身旁

谢谢你陪我成长路上风风雨雨

不怕荆棘失望

有你在身旁心更坚强

阳光一路陪伴成长更勇敢

你我心中不必言语敞开心窗

有你在身旁梦更精彩

朋友一路陪伴星光更灿烂

相信相依共同仰望

生命因你更添光亮

献给我亲爱的朋友们...只想说，谢谢你们的陪伴 =)

抱歉

2011-05-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

猫咪很笨的把旅游照片删掉了...还有之前的一些生活照，一并被“回收”...还好大家没把我宰了 >_<

对不起啊，大家...

如果不开心的回忆是照片，删除之后就遍寻不获；那也许是件好事。

Long Distance by Bruno Mars

2011-05-20T14:57:00.001+08:00

A song about LDR (long distance relationships) by one of my favourite singers, Bruno Mars... simple lyrics but emotionally powerful.

It can be hard...especially when you are feeling lonely and down, but your other half is no where to be found. Communication is something extremely vital. Everyone knows this but its easier said than done. I'm working hard on it as well.

Its like the whale is outside the ship's radar...(Hmm...weird way to describe, I know. But this is the first thing that comes into my mind. =P ). Before the ship eventually finds the whale, it must make itself perfect, improve its utilities, make sure its able to withstand strong winds and waves, repair all the parts that needed repairing... just like when you can't see your loved ones; you must take the time to improve yourself. Learn something new, like cooking, drawing, whatever. Widen your social circle. Pursue your dreams like its nobody's business. Live life to the fullest. And when your beloved comes back, you will enrich each others' lives by sharing these experiences.

Childhood memories

2011-05-15T14:38:00.001+08:00

This is the playground I went to most when I was a kid.

Sadly, the utilities there are mostly vandalised.

The see saw, one of my favourite things to play, already went missing.

Paints are everywhere, on the concrete tunnel, on the trees even.

The swing's seats also disappeared, leaving the empty frame of the swing.

In the cold morning breeze, the days I had here seem so distant to me.

Sigh.

2011-05-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

很多人说我无论什么时候，脸上都挂着笑容，很难猜测我真正的心情。其实我不像你看到的那么快乐，也不像你看到的那么悲伤。

我不难过？

2011-05-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

我觉得自己完全被否定了
一点点的错误
甚至不能说是错误的小事
也让人放到马车轮那么巨大
把我说到一无是处...
真的好难过

A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans

2011-04-22T10:10:00.003+08:00

Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.

But I brushed my teeth anyway, I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.

I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I’m trying to ignore the hurt.

So I turned on the radio, Stupid song made me think of you,

I listened to it for minute, but then I changed it.

I’m getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,

I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels

Lettin you drag my heart around.

And ohhh

And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.

I know my heart will never be the same,

but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay.

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

It doesn’t happen over night, but you turn around and a months gone by,

And you realize you haven’t cried.

I’m not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer.

I’m busy getting stronger.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,

I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels

Lettin you drag my heart around.

And ohhh

And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.

I know my heart will never be the same,

but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay.

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

I get a little bit stronger.

Gettin along without you baby,

I’m better off without you baby,

How does it feel with out me baby?

I’m gettin stronger without you baby.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,

I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels

Lettin you drag my heart around.

And ohhh

And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.

I know my heart will never be the same,

but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay,

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

I get a little bit stronger.

I’m just a little bit stronger.

A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger.

I get a little bit stronger.

疑问

2011-04-22T09:53:00.000+08:00

心里一直有这个疑问：爱情是个什么东西呢？古人都会问：问世间情为何物，直叫人生死相许（是真的吧...看戏都看得多咯，一对情侣总是把生死挂在嘴边，生怕对方不知道自己多爱他）。

所以，是怎么样的魔力能够让人无法自拔、牵肠挂肚？是怎样的耐性和情感让情侣们可以忍受对方的任性，接受对方的缺点，在一次又一次的口角后和好如初？又是怎么样的一种默契让两人能够处变不惊、细水长流？我觉得很多人都没有答案吧...

（网上偶遇的可爱图片)

   有的人不能如愿得到想要的爱情，就一哭二闹三上吊...一些还真的搞出人命（不是制造人命，是把命也丢了）。报纸经常会有这样的报导。难道没了你爱的人，你连命也可以不要？如果他真的爱你，他又会让你去死吗？而你离开的目的，要好好检视...你是要让他内疚一世，还是觉得生无可恋？如果是前者，那我只有一句话：自私！至于后者，不如去做些义工，捐出自己的东西给需要的人，更为有意义。社会需要你，爱你的人更不想你为了一个情字结束生命。

   曾经很多人问过我的爱情...我只能说回忆是美的，也是苦涩的。我不想再过着猜疑的日子，也不想再自怨自艾。或许有些人不适合放在一起，不然就会像你们说的：火星撞地球。现在的自己，有个在远方的他...当然有时会寂寞，有时会孤单...尤其看到身边一对对的情侣能够朝夕相处的时候，更是失落。好像可以听到心里某处又有落叶飘下来那样。哈哈....但那又怎样呢？世界依然在进步，银河系仍然在运行。你可以没有爱情，但你不能因此而站在原地不动啊。

   有时命中注定这句话是对的。是你的最后一定会是你的，逃不出你手掌心；不是的话，你怎么求怎么怨都不会有改变。当然，爱情还是要经营的。如果你得到了爱情，却什么也不做，任它自生自灭，那最后应该也没几个人会继续留在你身边吧？

   最后还是要问...爱情到底是什么啊？

My Dream Come True

2011-04-15T10:35:00.001+08:00

Without us even being aware, third year ended with the ever-so-scary exam. The week after we finished our exams, we stayed on for our elective posting. We chose Society for the Prevention of Cruelty against Animals (SPCA) as our location. It is, to many of my friends' surprise, related to animals instead of human health. You know, we can see human patients everyday, so just to take a breather, we decided to break free from the tiny box and get a view of the outside world. The center, based in Ampang, works towards better animal welfare and protection. They take in strays and abused pets, mainly cats and dogs, take good care of them and do their best in finding them a good home.

Our everyday activity include cleaning the cages, feeding the animals, socialise with them (meaning playing with them, of course), and also observe the process of castration and spaying of the animals by veterinarians.

(Some of the photos were taken by my friends, thanks dears~

special thanks to Yu Zhen who took a lot of our photos there ^^)

In the process we have more insight and awareness toward the sufferings of the animals and the ways to counter them. We were encouraged to adopt animals instead of purchasing them from pet shops. Give the abandoned animals a new home. Do not breed them, instead, neuter/spay them so that there won't be litters of puppies and kittens thrown away or die due to lack of care. Your pet benefits from it too because by neutering them it decreases the risk of sexually transmitted diseases, prevent death due to roaming of the streets in search of a mating partner, and some of the other diseases.

It is, in fact, my dream to go to SPCA one day and do my part. This elective posting has given me the chance to realise my childhood (and current) dream. Will be missing the doggies and kitties there, a lot =)

水瓶女（摘自“我爱我的星座”）

2011-04-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

水瓶女

在我的印象之中，水瓶座是个很透明的星座。这个12星座中唯一的革命家，强大的精神力，理性冷静的思考模式，却没有古怪难以理解的行为特征。这是个能让你很快接近的星座。他们有着超乎其他星座的乐观和随和。这种奇特而富有包容性的特点来自于他们对于世界美好的博爱和大同的渴望。

分析水瓶座，必然变得很严肃。因为这个星座背后所具有的特点，充满了哲学，心理学的复杂意味，如果不能够拿出学术的嘴脸，你真的很难看透。作为水瓶，他们的情感方式独特而充满了理想主义。如果他们能够如其他关注精神世界的星座那样，保持着一定感性和梦幻，那可能还好，可这个对心灵呼应，精神世界倍加关注的星座，却在处理感情的时候表现出极其冷静的特点来，这让人们更加难以走入水瓶座的情感世界。不过对于本篇的主题-----水瓶女来说，女性的特有思想多少中和了这种冲突，比起水瓶男，水瓶女更加能够调和好自身和星座之间的矛盾。

对于水瓶女，大多数人都感到很随和，很好接触。是的，这个星座天生是一个善良和博爱的星座。他们并不拒绝友好的接触和交往。但是，请注意，这不代表他们就很懂得社交。事实上，水瓶是极其不习惯于普通社交模式的。如果你仔细观察，尽管随和的水瓶却是很被动交际的。也就是说我不拒绝认识新的朋友，但是不代表我会主动去找。这样的想法占据了大部分水瓶座的内心。而作为女生，水瓶女更加突出。你可能在很长时间里，依然无法进入水瓶女的很重要的圈子里，所以，追求水瓶女的男人们会常常感到水瓶永远跟你保持着某种良性的距离。

因为水瓶女生对于感情处理上过于理性，所以那些庸俗的“勾引策略”对她们来说，通常并不奏效。除非你具备极大的吸引力。否则，你很难在最初就观察出水瓶女的心理。更别说，还有一种可能的情况是，水瓶女生根本没有意识到你是对她有特殊意思的。因为在水瓶女生的心里，可能很多时候，她都是普通化了身边的人们了。这也让她们错失了很多美好的姻缘。

怎么样，这样不温不火的性格，温柔善良却又坚持主见的交际方法，有没有吓倒你？

可是，我还要告诉你的是，当水瓶女生陷入爱情了可能就是另一番情景。因为她们的感情不是一天形成的，所以表现出更加深厚的特征。她们面对自己投入的感情，绝对不亚于任何哀怨的星座，甚至更强。她们会患得患失，会在意你每个决定，会不安，会害怕你不在身旁。因为对于她们来说，但凡能够占据心灵者，便已视为精神依靠。人无心不可活。如果水瓶女生认定了的爱情，面临破裂的可能，那便是在精神世界剥夺了她的生命。

不要觉得我夸张，这是很好理解的。一个人的感情就像投资，你付出的越多，寄托的越多，你必然越无法面对他消亡的现实。这就是人性。也是水瓶女生的命运。对于感情过于理性，反而难以自拔。

水瓶女的关键字-----知己，隐忍

对于这2个关键词，我相信绝对是对于水瓶女独一无二的评价。如果你能够参透这其中包含的东西，你对于水瓶女生的真实的认知就又上升了一个层面。

其实，水瓶女这一生都在寻找一种叫做知己的人。这个无论是在她选择恋爱对象，还是朋友的时候都是一样的。不要被水瓶女随和的交际手腕所迷惑，她们其实是把大多数人都放在了同一个圈子里，一个无法进入自己生活的圈子里。所以，她们对于很多人很随和，也很有包容力，因为她们不在乎。这个认定，甚至在你接触她的第一刻就被认定。她对你的话显得越不挑剔，就证明你距离她越远。对于这个，她们完全是没有意识的。也许每个水瓶女生的认定标准不同，但是苛刻程度和偏执程度绝对让其他人望尘莫及。这也就是为什么很多男人在水瓶女生的好友圈里打转，却始终无法突破的原因了。

千万不要觉得你怎么样，水瓶女就会喜欢你，这与你的长相无关，与你的学识无关，与你的“购买力”无关，她们有着他们自己的标准。对于这个无法描述的知己，水瓶女生自己也许不会天天念叨那些标准，可是一旦遇到，她们就会马上明白----那，就是她要找的人。不过，她们却又不敢马上就开展进攻，反而有意无意的拖慢这个过程。自我的认定，缓慢的接近过程，水瓶女生的爱情过程绝对是最难捕捉的一类了。

所以，这些特征下的水瓶女其实是极其能够隐忍的。这一点被大多数人所忽视，认为这不是风向星座的特征。也许吧，但是在水瓶女这里却是非常明显的特征。因为只有这样，她们才能继续自己的目标。继续自己固执的坚持。她们隐忍的东西真的很多，从不意的话语，到有意的欺骗。不想说，只是不想说。

可是她们会崩溃，当然会崩溃。当一个人再也无法忍受自己背负的那些痛苦的时候，一定奎崩溃的。而最糟糕的是，水瓶偏偏是个重视精神的星座。一个人但凡损失什么，如果是物质层面的尚可弥补，可是如果是精神层面的，那恐怕不容易找到那么合适的心药。水瓶妹妹的崩溃，有着明显爆发的临界点。当她开始自哀自怨，开始拒绝与人接触，那就是伤心的开始。而作为旁人的我们却无法安抚。因为除了她自己，没有人懂得，伤害她的是什么。

其实，我很想说，如果你不是水瓶女的知己型人物，你很难攻克水瓶女子的心。但是，我依然需要给你建议。因为这总比让她一个人寂寞的寻找下去来的好。

1 请保持你的真心没有猥亵肮脏的小心眼。这个只喜欢观察而不喜欢说的星座，可能会让你大大低估她们对于你那些谎言的识别能力。如果你犯了错，她们可能早就知道了。

2 你对于他人的态度，也会被水瓶女生观察，并且作为认识你本质的手段。所以，小心！

3 不要心急，不要期待水瓶女生对你能够马上火热起来，这显然不是这个星座会做的事情。

4 保证自己成为他生命中最重要的朋友，相信我，那才是通往真爱的唯一道路，如果你还是他泛泛之交的某人，那么你的道路还很遥远。

关于爱情，写了这么多篇攻心策，你如果问我有没有共通的成功秘籍。我告诉你，有。那就是，真心相对，坚持到底。这不是废话。很多时候，这个时代给我们了许多浮躁，让我们防备太深。其实，就算是受伤，也比没有爱过好。不是么？

Meow =3

2011-04-09T15:18:00.003+08:00

刘威煌 - 不离不弃 (电视剧《情越双白线》主题曲)

2011-04-09T12:37:00.000+08:00

拍着軑盘在听猛风的起劲一转开眼睛

我突然惊醒此际气氛变静

看着引擎顿了怨声中感应原来极任性

望见爸爸的身影得以反省

从来为我艰辛亦撑起最坏时候都不弃也不离

前路既苦涩仍是美

正当眼内全个世界丢低我在远走

唯有爱我的你却愿承受

纵使眼内全个世界都失去但你甘愿拯救

就算这以后没半点报酬却永不放手

拍着軑盘在听猛风的起劲一转开眼睛

我突然惊醒此际气氛变静

看着引擎顿了怨声中感应原来极任性

望见爸爸的身影得以反省

从来为我艰辛亦撑起最坏时候都不弃也不离

前路既苦涩仍是美

正当眼内全个世界丢低我在远走

唯有爱我的你却愿承受

纵使眼内全个世界都失去但你甘愿拯救

就算这以后没半点报酬却永不放手

正当眼内全个世界丢低我在远走

唯有爱我的你却愿承受

纵使眼内全个世界都失去但你甘愿拯救

就算这以后没半点报酬却永不放手

拍着軑盘在听猛风的起劲一转开眼睛

我突然惊醒想到你的背影

Hand

2011-04-09T10:50:00.001+08:00

I had not held your hand since I don't know when.

Last night

I held your hand

Again

In my dreams

And I woke up crying.

LOL

2011-04-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

Price Tag by Jessie J (feat. B.O.B)

2011-04-02T11:15:00.001+08:00

Seems like everybody’s got a price,

I wonder how they sleep at night.

When the tale comes first,

And the truth comes second,

Just stop, for a minute and

Smile

Why is everybody so serious!

Acting so damn mysterious

You got your shades on your eyes

And your heels so high

That you can’t even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)

Everybody look to their right (ha)

Can you feel that (yeah)

Well pay them with love tonight

It’s not about the money, money, money

We don’t need your money, money, money

We just wanna make the world dance,

Forget about the Price Tag

Ain’t about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.

Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling

Wanna make the world dance,

Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,

When music made us all UNITE!

And it wasn’t low blows and video Hoes,

Am I the only one gettin tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?

Money can’t buy us happiness

Can we all slow down and enjoy right now

Guarantee we’ll be feelin

All right.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)

Everybody look to their right (ha)

Can you feel that (yeah)

Well pay them with love tonight

Yeah yeah

Well, keep the price tag

And take the cash back

Just give me six streams and a half stack

And you can keep the cars

Leave me the garage

And all I..

Yes all I need are keys and garage

And guess what, in 30 seconds I’m leaving to Mars

Yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds

Its like this man, you can’t put a price on life

We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight

So we aint gon stumble and fall never

Waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh

So we gon keep everyone moving there feet

So bring back the beat and everybody sing

It’s not about

Yeah yeah

Oo-oooh

Forget about the price tag

小雪

2011-03-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

美女就是美女。

皮肤好得不得了...吹弹可破~

Good Food =)

2011-03-30T16:01:00.001+08:00

For the whole study week, all I ate was cafe food, fast food, bread and biscuit.

I'm tired of munching just to fill my stomach.

The process is just to run away for a while from the endless books and notes.

Sigh.

Finally, after yesterday's dreadful paper, we went out for good food =)

Macchiato

Spaghetti Cabonara

Four Cheese Macaroni

Yummy~ =D

My tummy is smiling to itself now. lol

插曲

2011-03-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

   我想，最好的方法，就是一笑置之吧。

   当时你的愤怒，我措手不及；如今你的举动，却让我好失望、不明所以。是啊...这种待遇，还真让人难受。也许对现在的你而言，我只是一个人，一个再普通不过的人...不必在意。又或许是我太自私、自我了吧。是时候反省了...

   告诉自己：算了吧。反正...也只是那一点小小的难过。不足挂齿...

The Colours and the Lights

2011-03-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

Instax camera...you get your photo instantly,

and you get to draw or write down the feelings or memories on the photo.

This is the Fisheye camera. It captures 170 degrees of field vision.

Looking cute with the hot pink camera =D

This, if not mistaken, is a Diana camera. Of course its miniature in this photo. XD

A stack of sweet memories and pretty stuffs =)

Cameras are amazing.

They capture things that we might not get to see everyday.

They enable us to see things from another part of the world.

They allow us to redefine a building, a structure, or even the way a person can look.

Different films and cameras give you different effects.

Photography is fun~

So, say cheese my dears =)

Dream house~

2011-03-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

I was flipping through pages of pictures and suddenly these nice decorations kept me from going away without taking a good look at them...

If only I can create such decorations in my house...

But I doubt I can maintain it long enough. LOL

When Disaster Strikes

2011-03-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

The people in Japan are suffering from a grave disaster.

Massive amounts of people die, and more lost their homes and property.

So what if you drive a Ferrari or stay in a bungalow with swimming pool?

So what if you have a cabinet of Salvatore Ferragamo attires, Coach bags and Jimmy Choo shoes?

So what if your hair is trimmed by the best of the best hair designer on earth?

So what if you are a popular person that always steal the limelight?

So what if you are the most beautiful woman or most sought after bachelor in town?

All these can be destroyed in less than a second.

You can't even get to preserve your own bones after you are gone.

Do something meaningful today and tell your family and friends how much you love them.

Donate to charity.

Treat people right.

Ask Him for forgiveness.

我回来了~

2011-03-11T11:10:00.001+08:00

我回来了...向那个布满海滩和稻田的地方挥手、道别。怀念那些和你们辛苦做工、开怀玩乐的日子。我想，我会很想念你们这班傻傻、可爱的posting mates...

宿舍的傍晚时分

两个月的时光，一眨眼就飞跃过去...我的玩心刚被激起，就要找冷水把它浇熄了。只能感叹时光不留人啊。

朋友说这是个假期，我想只能同意一半吧。要知道，做工的时候还真不简单啊...顶着大太阳，一家一家去问些有的没的，量血压体高体重...有时还要硬着头皮独自在马来人家外面打招呼，问能不能做问卷...身为他们的华族“同胞”，有些时候我觉得他们简直是歧视我们...只要是华人，很可能被以为是售货员还是骗子，我试过被凶神恶煞的拒绝，心里还真的有些小难过。我们进来你们村子不是为了自己的利益，可是却被你们这样看待...有时会很无言...不想继续下去...但还是硬撑，厚着脸皮好好解释给村民听，才能如愿把问卷问完。

战友~

在玩恺文的Iphone游戏~

问卷“车友”...XD

喷蚊油

工作有工作的辛苦血汗，玩乐当然也得玩得忘我咯~我们去过宿舍附近的海边、去过泛舟、吃了很多很多海鲜（我到现在还担心会得高尿酸...哈哈）、去了邦阁岛...还很勤劳的去健身...想起来我还没试过那么勤力运动。哈哈...

又是吃海鲜的时候~

捞生咯~~

宿舍附近的海边

kayak

Bukit Melawati

邦阁脚踏车团队出发~~

说真的，如果没去邦阁岛，回忆就没那么美了...还要恭喜我们JKM培养出来的新情侣...哈哈哈~

随笔

2011-02-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

多年前的伤害
原谅这个字
还没能用得上
对不起
我气度小
要练气

不能说的秘密？？

2011-02-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

突然很想写...人与人之间的关系和互动。

其实这个问题在脑海中已经很久很久了...

每个人都有自己的优缺点。你的缺点，可能小明觉得“没问题啊，小事一桩”；但小丽可能觉得“哇！有没有搞错！！！太过分了”...而你自己就懵懵懂懂，不知道在发生什么事，因为小明和小丽都没告诉你他们内心的想法。

所以你就继续“发挥”你的缺点，直到有一天你突然觉得，“咦？小丽似乎对我不理不睬哦...不知怎么回事？”；或者更甚的是，搞到大家翻脸，朋友也做不成了。而你还是不知道原点是哪里。

既然是这样，为什么就不能好好的说出来呢？也许对方知道后会有改变，而情况也不会变得那么糟了。hmm...

A whiff of love

2011-02-02T00:21:00.001+08:00

Tresor in Love.

Now

I am in Love =)

铁路

2011-01-11T20:59:00.001+08:00

邻座的不友善

后座的喃喃自语

让我无法专心

只好望着窗外风景发呆

我想

那条蜿蜒的铁路

究竟装载着多少人的心？

儿女对爸妈的挂心

父母对子女的担心

情侣思念对方的心

朋友们彼此的关心

铁路工作人员的用心

还有我那颗紊乱的心

其实我也不知道为什么

思绪就是像脱缰野马似的

不肯静下来

我也没力气去与它拉扯

只得任由它乱蹿乱跳

毫无纪律的

放肆的

奔去

铁路

你把我带到了哪里？

我的目的地

真的是中央车站吗？

如果当初我不是那么懦弱

也许我已经是个不一样的人了

无论如何

冥冥中

一切自有安排

定下心来

做该做的事吧

加油

Fragrances

2010-12-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

Wonder which one is most loved by women worldwide?

Personally I always liked the packaging of fragrances rather than their scent.

I used to persuade my mum to give up her miniature fragrance set from Dior to me.

Not because I love their scents, but because I really adore the pretty casings. *laughs*

Downright down =(

2010-12-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

It sucks when you know you studied but you didn't apply it...or you forgot everything you studied...

Feel so down these days...I'm not meant to be in this profession, it seems. I don't have what it takes to be a life saving person in white coat. I feel ashamed in the white coat.

Dr. Harry Klinefelter described Klinefelter syndrome when he was in medical school. Look what am I doing right now? Can't even take a good history. And its already the 5th week of medical posting.

So negative right now I could use some positive charges.

卫星导航

2010-11-28T21:03:00.001+08:00

   有时候，和家人、朋友出门游玩，会遇到这种情况：迷路！可是迷路也可以是件好事啊...当你们在饥饿的逼迫下，无可奈何地随便找家餐馆用餐，无意中发现其实环境很好，料理也很好吃；当你们发现原来有个小小的瀑布匿藏在城市里；当你们发现，只要和喜欢、珍惜的人在一起，无论去哪里，都可以很好玩，很让人开心。

   科技日渐发达，现在的很多人都开始使用卫星导航，去到哪里都不会走失。这是好事还是适得其反呢？我也答不上来。

Endless Rantings

2010-11-25T23:46:00.003+08:00

Sleeping time never seems to be enough.

Coffee makes my stomach upset. But I still crave for coffee every other day. =_=

5 episodes of blackouts in a day, in a hospital, for goodness' sake.

I doubt my character. Perhaps I do have a bipolar personality.

That nurse in ward is so not nice. =(

Internal medicine is an obstacle that I must conquer...yet I am lazy most of the time. Well, almost ALL the time. >_<

My face pain is getting more and more frequent, with more intensity. Please tell me I'm not going to have ptosis or facial nerve palsy. =P

Of course, Mr Back Pain has not dumped me. Which I seriously hope he would. LOL

nothing.

2010-11-19T23:26:00.001+08:00

Whatever. Just, whatever. I'm tired of all these.

What's your worth?

2010-11-17T12:06:00.001+08:00

   Sometimes I feel so tiny. It's like you can't see your worth in their eyes.

   Of course, it's not about what others think. But its obvious, I'm nothing but just another random people in your eyes. Perhaps not even a friend. I don't know why, and I wish I had known the reason.

   No matter how I tried and tried, it's still not enough. It is a taxing task to me sometimes. I'm tired. But nonetheless, I still want to try. Perhaps this is what God wants me to overcome so I can be a better servant for Him. I just hope someday, I might actually succeed.

You Got Me by Colbie Caillat

2010-11-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

You're stuck on me

and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though

I try to hide, I like you

I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat

I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe, you got me, yeah

You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet

And that crooked smile of yours

it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like

Livin each day in this life, without you.

Without you.

One look from you I know you understand

This mess we're in

you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way

I know we will

and in my heart I know that

you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it musIt's everything that I've been dreaming of.t be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

2010-10-22T02:01:00.001+08:00

I have a pain management problem.
And I hate it.
I hope something can be done to make it better
But I found no solution
Sometimes really feel like strangulating someone called "pain"
And scream at the top of my voice
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

没脸见人

2010-10-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

   粗心的猫咪又闯祸了...在最近一项比赛中跌得脸青鼻肿。我不否认，在脸庞猛力撞击马路的那一刻，我曾经在心里大声地问上帝，"为什么没有保护我？为什么要在这种时候让我跌倒？我好痛啊..." 其实回顾当时的情景，我没伤及宝贵的眼睛，也没严重的骨头碎裂问题，已经是他最大的保佑了...而且，可爱的朋友们不断帮助和陪伴，让我觉得其实上帝也待我不薄。当然，也同时见识了一些人快速变脸的超能力。无法置信，原来这样的事真的会发生在我周围，甚至于我身上。

   现在的猫咪已经痊愈了百分之九十五吧...可是脸庞依然会不时传来剧烈的刺痛。看来我的multiple pain syndrome，又多加了一项咯~ 说真的，别人投来奇异的眼光，我已经觉得很平常，没什么大不了的。还记得一开始的时候，我看到别人一直看我的脸，我会有两个反应。一个是想找个洞钻；一个是想送一拳给那个人。哈哈

   要考试咯...大家，一起加油噢！^__^

Another zzz

2010-10-05T10:39:00.000+08:00

The doctor asks you to see him on Thursday even though the date stated in the referral letter is on Monday. On Thursday most probably the symptoms have subsided on its own...zzz.

I wonder what it is for those staying far away from hospital? Those that have work to attend to? Have children to feed? Have pets to take care of? They came so far to get treatment but its all about waiting. And the waiting is not a few hours, but a few days. What if the situation is complicated and serious? The patient might die! For goodness sake, the system should really improve.

2010-10-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

Pain as the alarm clock.

smiles

2010-09-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

The cardiothoracic surgeon said: "The difference between a cardiologist and cardiothoracic surgeon is- A cardiologist stresses the patient's heart while the cardiothoracic surgeon squeezes it."

Me: "LOL~~~"

No One's Gonna Love You by Band of Horses

2010-09-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

"No One's Gonna Love You"

It's looking like a limb torn off

Or altogether just taken apart

We're reeling through an endless fall

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile

It is my better side of you to admire

But they should never take so long

Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

They could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now,

It's tumbling down

Hard.

Anything to make you smile

You are the ever-living ghost of what once was

I never want to hear you say

That you'd be better off

Or you liked it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone

They should have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now,

It's tumbling down

Hard

Heard this song again in the TV series, Chuck.

It's in the ending part of the episode 'Nemesis'.

Two thumbs up for the song. ^^

排队

2010-09-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

猫咪最近一直在思考一个问题

可是很多时候

这个世界

不会给你答案

原来无论多久

无论多熟悉

不开心的时候

始终没办法说出来

不是不知道怎么说

而是怕给你增添烦恼

其实我是羡慕你的

其实我想说

我排队排得好累

排我前面的人

好多

我望不到你的脸

你也忘了抬头

号码牌上

写着

“慢慢等吧”

zzz

2010-09-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

Borborygmus.

Missing those times

2010-09-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

   I missed the times when I can get transport easily, and go where I want, on my own. It used to be my little hobby to go around myself in the shopping malls, strolling from shop to shop. Although it looks stupid sometimes.

   Now I can't do that anymore, in fear of my own safety (or rather, my mum fears for my safety and forbids me from taking a cab by my own) and the cost of travelling around with taxis.

   Oh well. I guess this means I can save some money up. Less travelling and shopping means less spending.

伯伯别哭

2010-09-16T09:07:00.000+08:00

那天在病房和一个刚做完手术的伯伯说话，他很感慨地说：“钱啊，赚得多么多都是没用的。”过没多久又诉说他家里有很多烦恼的事情。说什么家人来看他也是没什么帮助...到最后，这位历尽风霜的伯伯更是难过得流下泪来。我和朋友们都不知道怎么办...只能安慰他说现在安然无恙就好。

一个人能好好活着，没病没痛，真的何其幸福啊。大家要惜福噢。

Museum of Broken Relationships

2010-09-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

　　　　当一段感情逝去，你会选择坦然面对；还是仓皇躲避？

　　　　当你的恋人不在你身旁了，你会发狂似的把纪念这段感情的物品丢弃，永远不想再看到它们；还是好好的收起来，让它们成为提醒你那段恋爱时光的物品？

　　　　美丽的克罗地亚就有一座博物馆，专门收集人们逝去感情的纪念品。它收藏的物品无奇不有，包括最普通的情信、布偶、饰物；到罕见的义肢、斧头、内衣裤。这些各地人们贡献的纪念品，都含有它们独特的意义，对其主人而言是伤痛和开心记忆的源头。他们没有逃避自己逝去的情感，而选择把感情的信物贡献给这间博物馆，勇敢面对，甚至公诸于世。博物馆主已经把这两年的收藏品拍起来，出版了一本书。

　　　　个人觉得这个构思很不错，让受了情伤的人们得以更勇敢的面对伤痛，也让世人一窥这些千奇百怪的物品。把悲痛化为贡献，也是蛮不错的一件事啊。

　　　　如果让你贡献出你感情的纪念品，那又会是什么呢？

Imperfection

2010-09-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Have I really gotten used to it?
I wonder.

For all I know,

I'm just a normal person.
I have my own fears and problems.

I'm sorry.
I can't be perfect.
I need your words of encouragement.
I need your care.

I'm not supergirl.
I need a shoulder to lean on when I cry.
I need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay.
I need to know that someone is there for me.

I'm imperfect.
Do not have too high an expectation on me.

无题

2010-09-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

原来看得太清楚

也是一种伤害自己的事

一个人是否真心关怀

很多时候

就算看不出来

也感觉得到

不要当我是傻瓜

虽然我不聪明

*~**~~~**猫咪脑袋之猫窝暖暖**~~~*~~***

我不愿让你一个人by五月天

诺亚方舟by五月天

镜子

粗框眼镜 =D

灰

The One That Got Away by Katy Perry

The Man That Can't be Moved by The Script

I Just Don't want to Think of a Title.

Time

委屈

Outside the window

Brighter than the Sun by Colbie Caillat

I Lurve Mary Jane =D

不如一个废人

背对背

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers (Jayesslee/Andrew Garcia c...

Random

Bruno Mars - Who Is

纸镇

随口说说

If I Die Young by The Band Perry

Hierarchy

罪人

指望by郁可唯

怡保by易桀齐

Carnivore

有你在身旁by光良品冠

抱歉

Long Distance by Bruno Mars

Childhood memories

我不难过？

A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans

疑问

My Dream Come True

水瓶女（摘自“我爱我的星座”）

Meow =3

刘威煌 - 不离不弃 (电视剧《情越双白线》主题曲)

Hand

LOL

Price Tag by Jessie J (feat. B.O.B)

小雪

Good Food =)

插曲

The Colours and the Lights

Dream house~

When Disaster Strikes

我回来了~

随笔

不能说的秘密？？

A whiff of love

铁路

Fragrances

Downright down =(

卫星导航

Endless Rantings

nothing.

What's your worth?

You Got Me by Colbie Caillat

没脸见人

Another zzz

*smiles*

No One's Gonna Love You by Band of Horses

排队

zzz

Missing those times

伯伯别哭

Museum of Broken Relationships

Imperfection

无题

*~~~~猫咪脑袋之猫窝暖暖~**

smiles