Speechless.

Sometimes I wonder 
Why do I get upset over those things
that doesn't even matter to the other person
Is it because I had too much time?
Or just nothing better to do?


Sometimes I ponder
Is this the right way to handle things
When the other person doesn't even know what you really want
Is it justifiable
to just leave things like they are?


Perhaps 'nevermind' is the word that
even said out loud, 
is difficult to carry out in my heart. 


I do not know what else to do.