If I Were a Boy by Beyonce

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

痊愈

突然

听到消息

那一瞬间

心被砸碎

可是很快的

发现

复原的速度

比以前

快好多

好多

以前的我

也许会彻夜流泪

会哭着找朋友诉说

现在的我

却可以

笑着和朋友说

我听到这样的消息

真不可思议

我

痊愈了吗

不自觉地

问自己

我感觉到

嘴角的牵动

还有

温热的泪水

凑成

一首动听的歌

笑着流泪

原来是这么回事

原来

那一句

“我没事”

并不难说

也许

这也是时间

还有经历

送给我最宝贵的礼物

Hardworking.

The night is so silent

Seldom do I listen to the night

So attentively

Thinking retrospectively

The things that I've done 

and 

The things that I've not

What exactly have I been doing

All this while?

Always learning from others

How they carry themselves

How they take care of other people

Always learning to do better

To communicate better

To untangle myself from the cocoon 

That has trapped me inside for as long as I can remember

To open up myself to people

And let others go into my heart

Always trying to forgive and forget

The things that should be left behind 

So that I can move forward

Always trying my best to care for others

Although the way I express my concern

Still needs some refinement

Always finding ways to change

for the better

and throw away the worst

Always wanting to try out new things

Learn new things

and enjoy it wholeheartedly

Sometimes I feel a sense of accomplishment

But sometimes I still feel the awkwardness

That I have always felt

I really hope that my effort

is not put to waste

But somehow 

people do not give you a second chance

So willingly

Like you have given them one

Maybe I'll just have to work harder for that.

Gambateh to myself

and all my friends who have been working hard

differential diagnosis?

Chest pain on the right side

pressure-like, sometimes squeezing in nature

the onset is sudden

accompanied by racing heartbeat

radiates to shoulders and arms

duration of a few minutes

often caused by emotional exertion

relieved by rest

"Sushi Queen" Outing

Sushi King member card discount time...

RM2 per plate of sushi...

How cool is that?

So we girls went on an outing to grab the sushis while we can.

This is only a small portion of our results. 

We ate like, 30 plates? I don't really remember.

But our counterpart, another table of sushi lovers,

actually beat us with fewer people in the group.

Anyway, we had a good time.

Quite disappointing for me though, 

as there were very few nice sushis.

I only ate 3 plates.

Well its normal,

since they were somewhat dirt cheap compared to usual prices,

you expect to get the same quality and quantity.

Time to leave ^^

After that we practically shopped for hours in times square.

Girls will be girls.

haha...

Let bygones be bygones

当时受了伤
站在我立场想的人
没几个
回想起来
其实没什么大不了的
人
自然就会用自己的视野去看待
去剖析
去对号入座
去鄙视
去宣判罪名
我问心
它告诉我
它无愧
那就够了
何必向不了解你的人
交待那么多？
何必看着在外面议论纷纷的大众
而变得害怕出门？
他们说的
就算是真的
也与他们无关
我没事
只是
偶然想起了往事
笑一笑
发现
已云淡风轻
受过的伤
何足挂齿
真正要牢记的
是在我身边
守护
开导
拥抱
为我点一盏明灯的人

Foooood~~

I need french fries!!!

Really feel like going out there

and buy a big bowl of french fries

home made ones

that has bits of intact skin

I know they are carcinogenic

but then

I don't care

HAHAHA

According to wikipedia: French fries are almost always salted just after cooking. They are then served with a variety of condiments, notably ketchup, curry, curry ketchup (mildly hot mix of the former), hot or chili sauce, mustard, mayonnaise, bearnaise sauce, tartar sauce, tzatziki, feta cheese, garlic sauce, fry sauce, ranch dressing, barbecue sauce, gravy, brown sauce, vinegar (especially malt vinegar), lemon,piccalilli, pickled cucumber, gherkins, very small pickled onions, poutine (especially Canada), or honey. (I'm like, honey?? Can't imagine french fries with honey. sweet and salty at the same time.)

Exploded

My head.

Michael and Catherine's love story

MICHAEL DOUGLAS AND CATHERINE ZETA-JONES

Together for: 9 years

 

When veteran actor Michael Douglas started seeing actress Catherine Zeta-Jones, everyone laughed off their romance. Nine years on, Michael and Catherine’s marriage is one of the strongest in Hollywood, despite their massive 25-year age gap. 

The pair met at the Deauville Film Festival in August 1998 and married two years later. The pair has two children, 9-year-old Dylan and 6-year-old Carys. And get this: Cath claimed that when they met, Michael said "I'd like to father your children." I guess when you get to be Michael's age, there's nothing slow about your roll.

To me, Michael's move was a bold one. Who knows what you might get if you say that to a girl when you meet? Maybe a slap or two on the face, or a look of "are you crazy??". lol...

But there's nothing wrong with doing so. When you are sure she's the one for you, why not make a move? Michael can do it, why can't you? Remember, tomorrow may not come after tonight's sleep. Waiting for the time to come, might not be the best option, after all. 

My dears

I'm a sworn animal lover

My dream used to be "to become a veterinarian"

Here's a story about

My dear, dear pets

I used to have a few hamsters 

This is the mother to my other ham-hams

Her name is "Mojo" 

Inspiration taken from Mojojojo of Power puff girls. =P

This is one of my little ham-hams

There were several other hamsters, 

and I remember there's this time when I cried because one of them died.

Then someone (you know who you are) bought me a new one,

a boy boy,

and gave him to me as a surprise

haha... It was very sweet (not the hamster la...its the stuff the "someone" did).

Too bad,

 they are gone...

For more than two years.

Miss them...

Next up

My turtle...

Bought from Setapak when she (the lady selling it to me told me its a girl) was very tiny

The size in the picture is already larger than her initial size.

Now its a big girl already

Hehe

Sometimes she can be ferocious.

My parents are taking care of her currently.

Now,

I have these in my room.

Fishes!

There use to be 4 of them

2 red

&

2 yellow

During the Raya holidays,

One of them, a yellow one,  jumped out from the tank..

When I asked someone to help me take care of them

and I don't have to tell you what happened next la

Now there are only 3 fishes left (I believe your maths isn't that bad)

So lonely la the yellow fishy left behind

poor thing

always bullied by the larger red fish

And that's it

The pets I had.

None of them are cats and dogs 

Although I want to have one very much

but I'm not allowed to

Oh well

I don't have the ability to take care of them 

when I stay in hostel

lol

Good Morning ^_^

My breakfast today...

Presenting...

Cadbury Chocolate Drink

simple...

Just tear open the pack

Empty the powder into your fav cup

Pour in some hot water...

and you are good to go~

ate this with Nestle Clusters 

the chocolate drink is nice, but a tad too watery

I prefer thicker versions...

perhaps I should cut down on the amount of water I put in next time

=)