Hardworking.

The night is so silent

Seldom do I listen to the night

So attentively

Thinking retrospectively

The things that I've done 

and 

The things that I've not

What exactly have I been doing

All this while?

Always learning from others

How they carry themselves

How they take care of other people

Always learning to do better

To communicate better

To untangle myself from the cocoon 

That has trapped me inside for as long as I can remember

To open up myself to people

And let others go into my heart

Always trying to forgive and forget

The things that should be left behind 

So that I can move forward

Always trying my best to care for others

Although the way I express my concern

Still needs some refinement

Always finding ways to change

for the better

and throw away the worst

Always wanting to try out new things

Learn new things

and enjoy it wholeheartedly

Sometimes I feel a sense of accomplishment

But sometimes I still feel the awkwardness

That I have always felt

I really hope that my effort

is not put to waste

But somehow 

people do not give you a second chance

So willingly

Like you have given them one

Maybe I'll just have to work harder for that.

Gambateh to myself

and all my friends who have been working hard