2009年9月30日星期三
What if there is no tomorrow?
It was a tiring day. I came back, packed my dinner and went to bed as soon as I reached my room. Due to some reasons I forgot to set my alarm. Woke up at 8pm, losing track of time. It was dark in the room, for a moment I did not know whether it was night or day. Then suddenly I realised that my dinner is still on the table, untouched. Like, zzz... sleep until so blur.
Sticking to my routine, I turned on the laptop and went to check out the updates in Facebook while I dug into my dinner. To my surprise, many of my course mates were raving about the "earthquake" 2 hours+ ago...and to my horror, I did not realise it, even a little! It is said to be quite obvious. Hmm...I guess I was too tired to notice any shaking in the real world while I was in my dreams. Lol.
I wonder, if the tremor is really severe, and the building collapsed, what will happen to me and my friends? Everyday, we live our lives, always telling ourselves that there is still tomorrow. What if, one day, tomorrow never comes? Will we be regretting for the things we have done, or, did not do because we think they can be done tomorrow?
Many a time, I tell myself to go out there and do something that I truly enjoy. To tell the people I love, how much I truly cherish and love them. To hug my best friend before waving goodbye. To read that book I always wanted to get my hands on. To buy that beautiful necklace back home for mum...endless things, and ended up doing none of them. And being closer to no tomorrow, got me thinking that, maybe its high time I really DO SOMETHING. Just do it before its too late.
Seriously need to be more clear-headed when I sleep (but then this is contradicting, isn't sleeping suppose to be a rest for the mind and body? Haha.)
A day nearer to finals. A little scared, but still let myself slack because again, I tell myself there is still tomorrow. Okay, have to start doing everything now...TODAY!!
2009年9月28日星期一
2009年9月24日星期四
The Smallest Things
As we go through our day, we can see various things, which comes in all shapes and sizes. Here are some of the smallest things around the world...
World's smallest Teddy bear
World's smallest Pancake, can you see the tiny winy pancake in the plate? LOL...
The world's smallest Baby... awww...
But none of these is what I'm referring to in this post. I'm talking about something more... hmm... abstract?
I've always been a person that can be easily affected by the smallest things. Even the tiniest spark can set me (or rather, my mind) on fire... Then you can see wires, screws and other things flying out from me... Just like a robot.
People might ask, small things? Like what?
Well I would say, everything small to other people's eyes. Like when I have to call up a senior to ask about things, or when I have to go out with a new friend alone...When I have to call up the IC department to ask about the progress of making my new IC using Malay language, or when I go back to my old school alone to see the teachers. I become a timid little rat when it comes to inter-personal stuff like these. And I figured it is because either I really suck with people or I just need more confidence. I practically have tachycardia and a bit of dyspnea before and when I do these things.
It may seem impossible to imagine for some, the fact is, I'm very bothered by this too. How can a person be scared of people to this extent? At times I even wonder if I'm autistic, and considering the possibility of me having some mental illness. Maybe I should go seek help from Tanjung Rambutan. Lol.
These smallest, tiniest things... they make me crazy... I wish someday I will be able to overcome them... To be able to face them with a smile, and make things work the way I intend it to be.
An old photo I dug up from my phone...
I wish I can have the confidence that can be seen here when dealing with people.
I have to learn while I still have the chance.
Anyway, Cheers to life!
P/S: Have to apologize to a friend here... My msn was so unstable last night I can't sign in after having dinner...So didn't get to listen to you...but hope to hear your story soon...Next time be careful lo ^_^
2009年9月23日星期三
Stay by Estrella
Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.
[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.
Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.
Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.
[Chorus]
Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay
2009年9月18日星期五
2009年9月12日星期六
五句让爱情破裂的话...（星洲日报转载）
说完这五句，爱情就没了
2009-08-31 07:04
第一句：“你想太多了！”
思考縝密，本来就是女人的强项，男人要多主动去瞭解女人究竟在担心甚么，帮助她排忧解惑，应该表示愧疚地问：“我一定有哪里做得不好，才会令你如此烦恼！”而不是对她说：“你想太多！”
第二句：“我和她，只是朋友！”
当热恋中的女人开始怀疑男人和异性的关係时，男人应该立刻说：“如果你这么担心，我不会再跟她有任何接触了！”而不是对她说：“我和她，只是朋友！”
第三句：“那你想怎么样呢？”
碰到任何需要决策或解决方案的时候，男人应该耐住性子，多提出不同的选项。即使，明知她在闹情绪，正是很“闹”的时候，更要安抚她说：“慢慢来，问题总会解决的！”而不是把问题丟给女人独自面对，双手一摊说：“那你想怎么样呢？”
第四句：“你该对自己好一点。”
这原本是一句好话，但听在热恋的女人耳里，却很容易曲解成她对爱情的付出太多，男人因此而感觉到压力，等同于男人在责备她：“管好你自己的事吧！”男人应该说的是：“你的付出，让我好心疼！”而不是说：“你该对自己好一点。”
第五句：“多给我一些空间吧！”
喔！这句话，对热恋的女人而言，无异于男人已经在提出分手了。大多数的女人都喜欢跟心爱的男人黏在一起，而不是由男人来爭取空间，还说：“多给我一些空间吧！”
Mind reading? Not my specialty...
My hair grew longer
day by day
But not my power to read minds
I never possessed them.
But still,
I'm not that blunt
I can sense something different
The air?
The scent?
What exactly changed?
What in the world did I do?
Please
Just tell me...
If you think this is still worth anything
at all
Just so you know
It means a lot to me.
2009年9月10日星期四
2009年9月9日星期三
Move your body, my dears~~^^
Exercised---〉
My hypothalamus and pituitary glands
released Endorphin---〉
released Endorphin---〉
Feels GOOD...
HAPPY...
CHEERFUL...
ENERGISED...
(accompanied by back pain, which makes me wonder if
Endorphin's natural analgesic ability is really THAT good.)
But still,
I feel that some weight is lifted off my shoulders.
I SMILED...
2009年9月5日星期六
妥协by蔡依林
你 总爱编织谎言
我 负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你 划定楚河汉界
我 不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你 划定楚河汉界
我 不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪 我了解 不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
2009年9月3日星期四
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