卫星导航

     有时候，和家人、朋友出门游玩，会遇到这种情况：迷路！可是迷路也可以是件好事啊...当你们在饥饿的逼迫下，无可奈何地随便找家餐馆用餐，无意中发现其实环境很好，料理也很好吃；当你们发现原来有个小小的瀑布匿藏在城市里；当你们发现，只要和喜欢、珍惜的人在一起，无论去哪里，都可以很好玩，很让人开心。
     
     科技日渐发达，现在的很多人都开始使用卫星导航，去到哪里都不会走失。这是好事还是适得其反呢？我也答不上来。

Endless Rantings

Sleeping time never seems to be enough.


Coffee makes my stomach upset. But I still crave for coffee every other day.  =_=


5 episodes of blackouts in a day, in a hospital, for goodness' sake.


I doubt my character. Perhaps I do have a bipolar personality. 


That nurse in ward is so not nice. =(


Internal medicine is an obstacle that I must conquer...yet I am lazy most of the time. Well, almost ALL the time. >_<


My face pain is getting more and more frequent, with more intensity. Please tell me I'm not going to have ptosis or facial nerve palsy. =P


Of course, Mr Back Pain has not dumped me. Which I seriously hope he would. LOL

nothing.

Whatever. Just, whatever. I'm tired of all these. 

What's your worth?

     Sometimes I feel so tiny. It's like you can't see your worth in their eyes.


     Of course, it's not about what others think. But its obvious, I'm nothing but just another random people in your eyes. Perhaps not even a friend. I don't know why, and I wish I had known the reason.


     No matter how I tried and tried, it's still not enough. It is a taxing task to me sometimes. I'm tired. But nonetheless, I still want to try. Perhaps this is what God wants me to overcome so I can be a better servant for Him. I just hope someday, I might actually succeed.

You Got Me by Colbie Caillat

You're stuck on me 

and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though 

I try to hide, I like you

I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat

I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe, you got me, yeah

You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet

And that crooked smile of yours 

it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like

Livin each day in this life, without you.

Without you.

One look from you I know you understand

This mess we're in 

you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way

I know we will

and in my heart I know that 

you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it musIt's everything that I've been dreaming of.t be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

I have a pain management problem. 
And I hate it.
I hope something can be done to make it better
But I found no solution
Sometimes really feel like strangulating someone called "pain"
And scream at the top of my voice
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

没脸见人

          粗心的猫咪又闯祸了...在最近一项比赛中跌得脸青鼻肿。我不否认，在脸庞猛力撞击马路的那一刻，我曾经在心里大声地问上帝，"为什么没有保护我？为什么要在这种时候让我跌倒？我好痛啊..." 其实回顾当时的情景，我没伤及宝贵的眼睛，也没严重的骨头碎裂问题，已经是他最大的保佑了...而且，可爱的朋友们不断帮助和陪伴，让我觉得其实上帝也待我不薄。当然，也同时见识了一些人快速变脸的超能力。无法置信，原来这样的事真的会发生在我周围，甚至于我身上。


          现在的猫咪已经痊愈了百分之九十五吧...可是脸庞依然会不时传来剧烈的刺痛。看来我的multiple pain syndrome，又多加了一项咯~ 说真的，别人投来奇异的眼光，我已经觉得很平常， 没什么大不了的。还记得一开始的时候，我看到别人一直看我的脸，我会有两个反应。一个是想找个洞钻；一个是想送一拳给那个人。哈哈


          要考试咯...大家，一起加油噢！^__^




       

Another zzz

The doctor asks you to see him on Thursday even though the date stated in the referral letter is on Monday. On Thursday most probably the symptoms have subsided on its own...zzz. 


I wonder what it is for those staying far away from hospital? Those that have work to attend to? Have children to feed? Have pets to take care of? They came so far to get treatment but its all about waiting. And the waiting is not a few hours, but a few days. What if the situation is complicated and serious? The patient might die! For goodness sake, the system should really improve.