Fragrances

Wonder which one is most loved by women worldwide? 

Personally I always liked the packaging of fragrances rather than their scent. 

I used to persuade my mum to give up her miniature fragrance set from Dior to me. 

Not because I love their scents, but because I really adore the pretty casings. *laughs*

=)

Downright down =(

It sucks when you know you studied but you didn't apply it...or you forgot everything you studied...


Feel so down these days...I'm not meant to be in this profession, it seems. I don't have what it takes to be a life saving person in white coat. I feel ashamed in the white coat. 


Dr. Harry Klinefelter described Klinefelter syndrome when he was in medical school. Look what am I doing right now? Can't even take a good history. And its already the 5th week of medical posting. 


So negative right now I could use some positive charges. 

卫星导航

     有时候，和家人、朋友出门游玩，会遇到这种情况：迷路！可是迷路也可以是件好事啊...当你们在饥饿的逼迫下，无可奈何地随便找家餐馆用餐，无意中发现其实环境很好，料理也很好吃；当你们发现原来有个小小的瀑布匿藏在城市里；当你们发现，只要和喜欢、珍惜的人在一起，无论去哪里，都可以很好玩，很让人开心。
     
     科技日渐发达，现在的很多人都开始使用卫星导航，去到哪里都不会走失。这是好事还是适得其反呢？我也答不上来。

Endless Rantings

Sleeping time never seems to be enough.


Coffee makes my stomach upset. But I still crave for coffee every other day.  =_=


5 episodes of blackouts in a day, in a hospital, for goodness' sake.


I doubt my character. Perhaps I do have a bipolar personality. 


That nurse in ward is so not nice. =(


Internal medicine is an obstacle that I must conquer...yet I am lazy most of the time. Well, almost ALL the time. >_<


My face pain is getting more and more frequent, with more intensity. Please tell me I'm not going to have ptosis or facial nerve palsy. =P


Of course, Mr Back Pain has not dumped me. Which I seriously hope he would. LOL

nothing.

Whatever. Just, whatever. I'm tired of all these. 

What's your worth?

     Sometimes I feel so tiny. It's like you can't see your worth in their eyes.


     Of course, it's not about what others think. But its obvious, I'm nothing but just another random people in your eyes. Perhaps not even a friend. I don't know why, and I wish I had known the reason.


     No matter how I tried and tried, it's still not enough. It is a taxing task to me sometimes. I'm tired. But nonetheless, I still want to try. Perhaps this is what God wants me to overcome so I can be a better servant for Him. I just hope someday, I might actually succeed.

You Got Me by Colbie Caillat

You're stuck on me 

and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though 

I try to hide, I like you

I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat

I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe, you got me, yeah

You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet

And that crooked smile of yours 

it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like

Livin each day in this life, without you.

Without you.

One look from you I know you understand

This mess we're in 

you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of.

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way

I know we will

and in my heart I know that 

you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup I need to fill me up

It feels so good it musIt's everything that I've been dreaming of.t be love

I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.

Cause no matter what I do,

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

Oh (oh)

You got me. You got me.

I have a pain management problem. 
And I hate it.
I hope something can be done to make it better
But I found no solution
Sometimes really feel like strangulating someone called "pain"
And scream at the top of my voice
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

没脸见人

          粗心的猫咪又闯祸了...在最近一项比赛中跌得脸青鼻肿。我不否认，在脸庞猛力撞击马路的那一刻，我曾经在心里大声地问上帝，"为什么没有保护我？为什么要在这种时候让我跌倒？我好痛啊..." 其实回顾当时的情景，我没伤及宝贵的眼睛，也没严重的骨头碎裂问题，已经是他最大的保佑了...而且，可爱的朋友们不断帮助和陪伴，让我觉得其实上帝也待我不薄。当然，也同时见识了一些人快速变脸的超能力。无法置信，原来这样的事真的会发生在我周围，甚至于我身上。


          现在的猫咪已经痊愈了百分之九十五吧...可是脸庞依然会不时传来剧烈的刺痛。看来我的multiple pain syndrome，又多加了一项咯~ 说真的，别人投来奇异的眼光，我已经觉得很平常， 没什么大不了的。还记得一开始的时候，我看到别人一直看我的脸，我会有两个反应。一个是想找个洞钻；一个是想送一拳给那个人。哈哈


          要考试咯...大家，一起加油噢！^__^




       

Another zzz

The doctor asks you to see him on Thursday even though the date stated in the referral letter is on Monday. On Thursday most probably the symptoms have subsided on its own...zzz. 


I wonder what it is for those staying far away from hospital? Those that have work to attend to? Have children to feed? Have pets to take care of? They came so far to get treatment but its all about waiting. And the waiting is not a few hours, but a few days. What if the situation is complicated and serious? The patient might die! For goodness sake, the system should really improve. 

Pain as the alarm clock.

*smiles*

The cardiothoracic surgeon said: "The difference between a cardiologist and cardiothoracic surgeon is- A cardiologist stresses the patient's heart while the cardiothoracic surgeon squeezes it." 


Me: "LOL~~~" 

No One's Gonna Love You by Band of Horses

"No One's Gonna Love You"

It's looking like a limb torn off

Or altogether just taken apart

We're reeling through an endless fall

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile

It is my better side of you to admire

But they should never take so long

Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,

They could have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now,

It's tumbling down

Hard.

Anything to make you smile

You are the ever-living ghost of what once was

I never want to hear you say

That you'd be better off

Or you liked it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do

No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone

They should have warned you

When things start splitting at the seams and now

The whole thing's tumbling down

Things start splitting at the seams and now

If things start splitting at the seams and now,

It's tumbling down

Hard 

Heard this song again in the TV series, Chuck.

It's in the ending part of the episode 'Nemesis'. 

Two thumbs up for the song. ^^

排队

猫咪最近一直在思考一个问题

可是很多时候

这个世界

不会给你答案

原来无论多久

无论多熟悉

不开心的时候

始终没办法说出来

不是不知道怎么说

而是怕给你增添烦恼

其实我是羡慕你的

其实我想说

我排队排得好累

排我前面的人

好多

好多

我望不到你的脸

你也忘了抬头

号码牌上

写着

“慢慢等吧”

zzz

Borborygmus.

Missing those times

          I missed the times when I can get transport easily, and go where I want, on my own. It used to be my little hobby to go around myself in the shopping malls, strolling from shop to shop. Although it looks stupid sometimes. 


          Now I can't do that anymore, in fear of my own safety (or rather, my mum fears for my safety and forbids me from taking a cab by my own) and the cost of travelling around with taxis. 


          Oh well. I guess this means I can save some money up. Less travelling and shopping means less spending. 

伯伯别哭

          那天在病房和一个刚做完手术的伯伯说话，他很感慨地说：“钱啊，赚得多么多都是没用的。”过没多久又诉说他家里有很多烦恼的事情。说什么家人来看他也是没什么帮助...到最后，这位历尽风霜的伯伯更是难过得流下泪来。我和朋友们都不知道怎么办...只能安慰他说现在安然无恙就好。


          一个人能好好活着，没病没痛，真的何其幸福啊。大家要惜福噢。

Museum of Broken Relationships

　　　　当一段感情逝去，你会选择坦然面对；还是仓皇躲避？


　　　　当你的恋人不在你身旁了，你会发狂似的把纪念这段感情的物品丢弃，永远不想再看到它们；还是好好的收起来，让它们成为提醒你那段恋爱时光的物品？


　　　　美丽的克罗地亚就有一座博物馆，专门收集人们逝去感情的纪念品。它收藏的物品无奇不有，包括最普通的情信、布偶、饰物；到罕见的义肢、斧头、内衣裤。这些各地人们贡献的纪念品，都含有它们独特的意义，对其主人而言是伤痛和开心记忆的源头。他们没有逃避自己逝去的情感，而选择把感情的信物贡献给这间博物馆，勇敢面对，甚至公诸于世。博物馆主已经把这两年的收藏品拍起来，出版了一本书。


　　　　个人觉得这个构思很不错，让受了情伤的人们得以更勇敢的面对伤痛，也让世人一窥这些千奇百怪的物品。把悲痛化为贡献，也是蛮不错的一件事啊。


　　　　如果让你贡献出你感情的纪念品，那又会是什么呢？

Imperfection

Have I really gotten used to it?
I wonder. 


For all I know,


I'm just a normal person.
I have my own fears and problems.


I'm sorry.
I can't be perfect.
I need your words of encouragement.
I need your care.


I'm not supergirl.
I need a shoulder to lean on when I cry.
I need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay.
I need to know that someone is there for me.


I'm imperfect. 
Do not have too high an expectation on me.

无题

原来看得太清楚

也是一种伤害自己的事

一个人是否真心关怀

很多时候

就算看不出来

也感觉得到

不要当我是傻瓜

虽然我不聪明

Sometimes When We Touch by Olivia Ong

A really nice song originally sang by Dan Hill. 

Olivia Ong's version is also heartbreakingly nice.

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

Id rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

In what you say or do

Im only just beginning

To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch

The honestys too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I want to hold you till I die

Till we both break down and cry

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through all the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

Im just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I want to hold you till I die

Till we both break down and cry

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you try

I watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think were drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I want to hold you till I die

Till we both break down and cry

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Subsides

梦

梦里
她的脸孔
带着胜利的笑容
她拿着这段令我难过的回忆
对着我
狠狠的抛过来


惊醒
呼吸困难
原来要忘记
真的不容易

心窍by马浚伟

马浚伟-心窍(电视剧《蒲松龄》主题曲)

作曲：邓智伟

填词：张美贤

迷惑太多　能望见太多　明白太少

预计长夜深　终於天晓

暗黑的心　才最叵测　难料

同伴太多　沿路过太多　留下太少

别算人或妖　鬼影心窍

有酒今宵　让最困扰　忘掉

如梦初醒　明明还在笑怎麽哭了

镜中缘　雾里花　最假的　才越心跳

如梦不醒　明明流泪了怎麽失笑

怨很长　恨太多　唯爱太少

Problems problems problems

To tell the truth...I'm quite worried.
But then I just can't show how worried I am to people around me.
Because everyone has their own problems to bear
and we can't expect people to be willing to listen to ours
Well...
I really hope it is nothing serious. 

Again and again and again

Maybe I do have a psychiatric disorder which made me perceive pain more than others. 

找到了~~

之前说要找的照片出现啦~~

欣姐就是那个空位...XD

我举起叉子的意思是喂她吃蛋糕

（不知道是不是要预点位，怕她胖了不够塞...

不然为什么留那么大个位给她啊？哈哈哈)

国庆前夕。庆生大集合

大家在物色晚餐

“揽镜自照”

Volcano

Toronto

面露笑容的大家看来都好开心噢 ^^

小小只的秀玲+大大只的我。哈哈

忘了为什么笑到这样。

我们三个女生和嘴唇红红的俊豪。哇哈哈（别杀我）

屋友扮可爱大比拼 =p

大大的合照。三十多个人一起为寿星公庆生^^

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以上两张是临走前匆匆拍下的 =D

有一张专为欣姐拍的照片...暂时找不到...出现了再上载。嘿嘿