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猫：“不敢见人。”

Plea.

I'm willing

to say a thousand times of sorry

if that makes things right

I'm willing

to go the distance

if it puts the smile back on your face

There were times

where I also felt hurt

but I wipe it off my shoulder

because I know you didn't mean it

 The same

applies to this situation

If ever I did what you said

I would not have meant it

I'm very sure of that

I'm lost

Not a clue of

what happened

but

I respect your choice

and I know you have your principles

Perhaps the best way is to let time take its course

Hope to regain the good times

If its possible at all.

Just let me know

when the time comes

I'll be right here standing

awaiting your answer

How do You Tell that He is Into You?

(1) He does things your way. 
(2) He texts you back in two seconds. I can accept a two minute delay.
(3) He treats you like a lady. He walks on the outside of the sidewalk, he opens the car door for you...
(4) He likes you the way you are. Without makeup, just the original you.
(5) He wants to please you in bed.
(6) and, he is romantic in bed too. 
(7) He shows you off to his friends and family.
(8) He believes in your dreams, no matter how far-fetched they are.
(9) He makes an ass out of himself. He does the things you like even if he finds it torturing.
(10) He indulges you.
(11) He DIYs. He makes these little gifts as presents...

找不到

总是找不到你

我总是找不到你

需要安慰时

找不到你

需要肯定时

找不到你

寂寞时

也找不到你

就算找到了

也只是不专心

不用心聆听的你

我想

我是不值得被重视的

应该被堆在角落的

必要时才挖出来看一下

我在你的时间表里

应该是排最后的吧

总是找不到你

就只有我       找不到你

Tommorow in Annie

Today we had a session on the disorders in endocrine system. So happens there's this word "orphan Annie eyes" in the case. So I dug this song from the musical Annie:

TOMORROW

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way! 

Its already an old song...but its so nice I remember it till now.

Tomorrow will be a brighter day...

否极泰来

我相信

当倒霉到极点时

就是转运的时候

How much worse can this get?

最近

我的最近

还“不错”

阳光很灿烂（其实是很晒，晒到变黑人）

雨水很充足（其实总在不该下雨时下雨）

做了善事（其实更像被敲诈）

日子过得很充实（其实忙得没时间好好睡觉）

我试着往好处看

试着微笑

想着身边一些好朋友的关怀

协助我度过难受的时刻

那些温和有耐心的学长学姐

总是循循善诱，帮着我

远方的那个人

不断鼓励、支持我

在怡保的家人

买了手提电脑

就马上试着和我视频连线

有你们

我很感动

也很感激神的照顾

其实

能这样

我也无所求了

只希望自己能再放聪明一点

学业方面再努力一些

处事方面再成熟一点

这个星期

要加油

tides

Needs a pat on the head...
Needs a hug...
Maybe I just need to relax and stay calm
In the face of huge tides.
Or smaller ones.

Just thoughts.

3 hours' journey in the train

I read my new book

Slept for a while

and let my mind spin around

Its so weird that 

In this vast world

I'm a person on my own
An individual that can do all sorts of things

with all kinds of people and happenings revolving around me

Sitting in a train

That travels across the land somewhere in the world map

Its so tiny and so insignificant

Same goes to the person sitting next to me

Or the ones near me

And sure enough

Those far away from where I am now

Started to think
If a person is so small in this world
Why do we still act so self-centered?
Does human nature boasts of a person's existence
Or its something we can change?


And from the reading of my new book 
"The Time Traveler's Wife"
My brain just can't stop thinking
If I can go back into the past
What will that be?
I miss lots of things in my teens
and even things that has happened recently
Friends that are no longer close
Relationships that has changed their course
Pathways that are not straight anymore
Just lots of things
Running in my mind

What a journey.

Good night and don't let the bed bugs bite.

Its my back!

Can't believe it...

The backache is back after a period of leaving me alone...